Here I sit

Well here I sit on Hospital Bedrest. I am 2 cm dialated and Soli's water bag has come all the way thru and is sticking out of my Cervix. The dr's goal and now ours is to get Soli to as close as we can to 28 weeks. It is 4 more weeks. As of last night she is 1 lb 8 ozs. It is hard. I know this is the best place for me to be for Soli but I cannot help to feel guilty because I have other kids at home that also need me just as much. I am torn but I do know that Tom is doing a great job at home with the kids. I cannot imagine a better father for my children or a better husband. Next ultrasound is on Friday and then the dr will assess from there. So for now we are in a wait and hold pattern..